BAREGA HAMACHRI'A

Mistovev bachadarim ve'osef et habgadim
At ro'a oti yotze lamerchakim
Lo matzli'ach ledaber
Nisayom koshel oti hu lo shover

Ro'a oti achsahv chalash ve'enoshi
Ani yode'a- eini yachol
Eini yachol yoter lish'ol
Ani yode'a sheasiti hakol

Lo matzli'ach lehamri barega hamachri'a
Lo yachol lehishtachrer ulehargi'a
Ki itach ani zocher chashavti shenagi'a
Ani yode'a - eini yachol

Menashek et hamzuza yesh li rega hafuga
At yoda'at shenish'arti bli brera
Lo yachol yoter lishtok, lo matzli'ach li litz'ok
Zikaron ko'ev sh'i efshar limchok

Lo matzli'ach lehamri......

AT THE DECIDING MOMENT

Going around the rooms, collecting cloths
You see me going away
I can't talk
A failing experience doesn't break me

You see me now weak and human
I know - I can't
I can no longer ask
I know I have done every thing

I don't succeed to take off at the deciding moment
I can't set myself free and or to calm
I remember I thought I will arrive with you
I know - I can't

I kiss the Mezuza, I have a break for a minute
You know I stayed because I didn't have a choice
I can't keep silent any more, I can't scream
A painful memory I can't wipe off

I don't succeed to take off......