To see what I feel towards you
A few weeks after the last conversation
What do I want from you?
I feel that you're greater than me
Beautiful and naked in the Russian theatre
How I hate you like that
It wasn't good for me when you were with me
You're far from being a little quiet for me
I get angry and hope that you fail
That you'll continue to tremble and fear insanity
Amen, stay alone forever
What's it called, not wanting to be with me?
It's very difficult here all this "alone", oy va-voy for me
I have pressure in my ears
And porno movies* in my head
I have arak and a piano
And I don't have any love in the meantime
*Literally "blue movies" -
a Hebrew term for pornography.